So like new semester started and all I have been spending my time on are usually on those work I'm given and been so busy myself these days. Frustration, definitely something that is around all day long with my computer enjoying the BSOD every single darn day. Been such a long time since I've blogged.

Now that I have no motivation to continue finishing up my work, I suddenly feel the urge to actually blog a little about it. Having high expectation and performing up to par is like a norm in my life already. Not to mention that I will have to begin looking for a part time job as well. Life was, is and never easy. Nothing can quench a person's greed and desire.

All I have been doing is nothing but procrastinating really. Guess I've got to stop this and resume my work again :S

Start of a new life

Yes, that's right the start of a new life. This life of mine that's filled with nothing but wasting time. Now, ever since my first class started I have been enjoying my time so much. To think that once again I'm enjoying my classes / lectures is really...unexpected. Intercultural communication lecturer resembles the teacher I had when I took EST last time.

I'm guessing this 4 years down the road, I'll be enjoying my time all the way except once in a while spending more time doing other things. To have an aim, the resolution to do what I should do. Chances of posting more stuff up on this blog is gonna be low considering how I'm going to be spending my time now. One thing for sure, I'm definitely looking forward towards end of the year.

Trips, to other places with my friends will never be boring nor will it be gone because no matter what we will work it out somehow! Believe in one self. To have faith is what it takes...I wonder how much will I change now.

Life has never been so dull

So what have I been doing these days? This question can be answered so easily but nonetheless shows that I'm becoming more and more of a hermit it seems. I need to break free from this cycle but I can't do so until I start studying again while looking for a part time job as well.

SC2 / PS2 and reading books are my life now, lack of motivation indeed kills. What else other than rotting at home? So wish to find a job get some money and buy the stuff I want. Then save up all for future use. Sadly, things never go the way I want.

I need a will, a resolution to do what I want to do. I haven't been updating my own blog for a month now but this by itself already portray the kind of person I am. To those enjoying their life, I'd congratulate them. To those that aren't enjoying them, it's time for you to move on and start to do things to enjoy your life.

Big question indeed, what should I do now? I'm feeling so clueless and thinking too much these days. Having dreams are usually because of thinking too much or stressed up but apparently I've been having dreams 3-4 days straight in a row every week. How bad is that I wonder. Hmm...

Rofl today is really a weird day for me lmao

First I end up waking up at 6am + to prepare and go out for basketball. Result : Basketball session finished earlier than expected. Still ok but then later on towards the afternoon it was so D:< when I fetched my mum to connaught, the bank was filled with people and then the cars double park and craps like that.

Makes me QQ so much about those drivers double parking there. To make things worse I'm suppose to go to McD like around 3pm but -.- Fail bank delayed till I reached McD around 4pm aoiaheroashroas8^!@*!%@*#$!@*#!@($!@(#$@!#$!@#$!*

One thing for sure I had fun time there lol. Then drove to ZY's house for jogging later on but...the weather looks like it's gonna rain anytime and it was slightly drizzling. Kinda wait for 5-10 minutes for the drizzle to stop then start to jog. Well, best part of all was one particular conversation I had with JW lol...it's just too epic I need to just post this on my blog and ensure that I can have this quoted no matter what lol...


"without alcohol u r drunk" quoted by someone lol.

Man, this sentence rly made my day and gave me a smile lol.

New Beginning!

Once I settle all my stuff I will finally be going to Segi =o Sad part is...end of the year or so I may not even have the time to go holiday. Sigh. Makes me feel so #&$!@#$!@#$!*@$#*$!@^#!*@#$!*@$ because it's gonna be time to work my ass off to buy the phone I want and then remaining would be saved up into fixed deposit aioehrioahrashrahoih.


This is so not gonna be fun. Hectic lifestyle...mundane...what else is there to describe the new life of mine soon?

Meh this is another song that I kinda love too. Title would be Love Call.



With lyrics =o

Kanji

何も見えない　暗闇の中で
見つけたんだ　小さな光を
私は歩いていく　もう迷わない
まっすぐに届け

何も聞こえない　喧騒の中で
見つけたんだ　小さな声を
私は歌う　メロディが　空へいっぱいに
広がれ

心はあなたに　続いてる
今すぐ　会いたい　感じたい温もりを
世界が満たされる　光で

どこにいても　感じるよ　声を
私のらぶこーる
あなたに…

涙があふれる　孤独な心に
見つけたんだ　小さな愛を
私は思う　歌声が　どこまでも響く
I love you…

たとえつまづいて　疲れきっても
地図のない道に　ゴールが見えなくても
進むよ目の前を　見つめて
辿り着くよ　あなたの所へ

心はあなたに　続いてる
いつでも　会いたい　感じたい温もりを
世界が満たされる　光で

どこにいても　感じるよ　愛を
私のらぶこーる
あなたに…

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English

In a darkness where I couldn't see anything,
I found a small light.
I walk on, no longer afraid.
May it reach straight to you...

In a noise where I couldn't hear anything,
I found a small voice.
The melody I sing reaches into the sky,
spreading far and wide.

My heart continues to you.
I want to meet you right now, and feel your warmth.
The world is filled with light.

No matter where you are, I can feel your voice.
This is my love call,
to you...

In my lonely heart, where the tears overflow,
I found a small love.
The singing voice I imagine echoes everywhere...
I love you...

Even if I stumble, and am exhausted,
even if I can't see the goal past this road with no map,
I will carry on, looking ahead.
I will reach the place where you are.

My heart continues to you.
I want to meet you always, and feel your warmth.
The world is filled with light.

No matter where you are, I can feel your love.
This is my love call,
to you...

Just be friends Choucho~

This is another song I actually like. The song sang by Choucho although the orignal is by vocaloids. Not from any japanese group, animation or games.




As for the answer to the 2 sentence on my fb, it's actually from this song itself as well.

わかってたよ心の奥底でわ
最も辛い　選択がベスト。

I knew at the very depths of my heart
The hardest choice is the best choice. Some goes with painful so yeah. Beginning to take liking towards Choucho's singing and Hanatan as well.

Dreams

The dreams are becoming more and more absurd...now I'm getting more and more of these weird dreams -_-