New Year

Shouldn't New Year start with a new future, goal and etc? Why must this year start with a nightmare after all the wishes and stuff? :( How I wish the things in nightmare will not come true in real life. Losing people dearest to me would be...shocking and I think I may not be able to react normally after that. Sigh maybe this is just nightmare but this nightmare is the worst nightmare I had ever encounter =( Anyway Happy new year to everyone. Thanks Adrian for the invitation to your house yesterday. Enjoyed yesterday and appreciate it a lot. I'm gonna end it for now. Lots of stuff have to think of already :(